driving lesson 20 last wed: first time in circuit.. everything's new to me.. slide down the slope the first time i went up.. had so much to learn in such a short time.. it wasn't easy..
went out with cyn and bea later.. just went around town.. i bought rings and loads of hair accessories.. dunno wad i was doing man.. haha..
thurs was induction prog for scholars.. so i met up with my watchmates again:) everyone looked different coz we were in our formal wear.. it was nice just talking with them again.. saw the photos zx took which he uploaded on his laptop.. saw huiru and sheena too.. and also sixiu and becca.. all diff grps of ppl who came for the same thing.. interesting..
we had various talks.. some were boring.. as expected.. but there was one that left all of us inspired.. the principal of northlight school that will be opened in jan next year.. we didnt think much of her at first sight, but she's a great speaker.. thru the many stories and experiences she shared, u could see her passion coming thru, and the willingness to help her students, and at the same time being fully human and not appearing to be a saint.. her gift for us was a rubber star key chain, hoping that we are Special and Talented, with Aspiration and Resilience. role model man.. the star will serve as my reminder..
driving lesson 21 on fri.. circuit for 2nd time.. going with my guts half the time.. like when to start steering and how much to steer.. i cant emphasize more that my steering sux..
den i went back to sch and met up with my colleagues.. had a v nice and satisfying lunch at an indonesian restaurant in lucky plaza with cheng yeen and damai.. cheng yeen treated us again:) went over to kbox at cine to join the other ppl.. went a little crazy haha.. den later we went for dinner at galilee's.. jyoji joined us and we played uno stacko.. our screamings attracted the attn of everyone.. so malu man.. after that jyoji was so nice to drive all 5 of us home! and we all live on diff parts of the island..
sat went to my hall for the first time.. met up with el and bea to eat and shop around first.. mum was asking why we met up.. seriously i couldnt give a reason.. want to meet den meet loh.. do we need a reason to meet up? :D:D feel so comfortable with u ppl..
i got lost in nus.. so i was late.. but nvm its ok.. seniors are nice.. i cant say the prog was fantastic.. but at least i got to know some ppl.. or at least their faces.. helped out in rag for a while after that too.. but its nice to feel that i can be a part of them.. a family kinda feeling is starting to form..
just when i was getting pretty excited abt the obs outing today, lw called at 12.30am to say that its postponed.. was pretty disappointed really.. sorta bore a hope that we would have it again.. hehe my prayer worked.. zi rui called this morning to say kbox is still on! haha.. not alot of ppl.. but we had lots of fun..
It's something Mystical
Monday, July 24, 2006
withers away @ 6:12 pm
time to continue on my obs trip.. (this is really detailed coz i wanna rmbr the many interesting things that happened.. its my obs diary in a sense) lucky we didn't have to wake up so early on day 3, since we only slept at 1+am.. we had nice hot milo and fried bread thanks to zx who bothered to set up a fire.. den we had to plan our route for the land ex, since each checkpoint had different no. of credits and the credits are required for us to buy stuff later for a mission.. LJ taught us how to use his walkie talkie in case he collapsed.. he said we had to carry him if he fainted halfway or smth.. naturally we thought he was only joking.. we didn't find many checkpoints.. went bashing into the forests quite often.. halfway thru the sole of my right shoe was falling off so we stopped by for lunch and for me to change into my wet activity shoes.. so paiseh lah.. it rained twice so LJ decided not to let us trek up the mountain, which is one of the checkpoints.. he just needed us to tell him where we were on the map and how to get to the checkpoint and we'll get our points.. we did some activities to gain more points too.. was pretty amazed at how fast we got together to find the best way to complete them..
at one point when we were reaching our destination, LJ suddenly ran ahead of us.. when we reached camp 1 gate, we realised he locked us out.. i thought we were supposed to climb the gate haha.. turned out we had to play a game which tested our mo qi(wad u call this in eng??). we were to close our eyes and each of us has to take turns to shout out a no. from 1-20 in order. no 2 ppl can say the same no. at the same time and everyone has to say at least one no., if not start over again. we were not allowed time to come up with any strategy.. heard this conv over LJ's walkie talkie:
LJ: we're stuck at camp 1 gate now
(i dunno who): why? u can't open the lock?
LJ: i can always open the lock, its them.. *laughs*
but guess wad, we actually completed the game in less than 5 min.. LJ was surprised.. we rock man.. :D
we didnt have much time to clean up, and had to go for another activity-the tunnel. while LJ went to make some preparations, we entertained ourselves singing jay's songs, national day songs.. almost anything that came to our minds.. when LJ came back, he gave us blindfolds and we were led in a single file into the forest.. one by one we were led by LJ somewhere.. we couldnt take the silence, so we ended up singing again.. when it was my turn, i was actually trying not to be too scared.. it was some sorta fear of the unknown.. coz its like.. LJ didnt even call my name, he just came, i heard his footsteps and he took me away.. when i was in the tunnel i was told to take off my blindfold and find my way around.. we had to find an exit with a white light (LJ's headlamp).. i took a wrong turn and backtrekked to the entrance.. so had to go again.. banged everywhere really coz couldnt see anything much.. esp i wasn't with specs.. no hard objects in the tunnel.. (i suspect this is where i got all my blue-black) i'm glad for my helmet.. i was talking to myself all the time; wonder if anyone heard.. haha.. but found my way eventually.. though there were "fake lights" along the way which turned out to be ventilation holes>< i think this was the first thing we had to do solo.. hmm.. not that it was fun, but its meaningful:)
we finally had time to wash up and wash everything that we carried with us.. it felt good to have nice clean hair.. after dinner we still had some time before having to meet in the multi purpose hall.. so guess wad.. we went to the beach and sang songs again! kept singing and singing non stop.. guys did a great job harmonizing too.. it was so relaxing, with the breeze around us..
when it was time, we went to the MPH for our mission: to build a catapult that would propel an egg the furthest without breaking it.. materials would be bought using the credits we earned at the checkpoints.. LJ wasn't around when all the other instructors were.. then we heard from another instructor that he's down and ill.. later LJ still came, but he couldn't even stand properly.. den he asked if any of us vomitted or had diarrhoea.. apparently he had food poisoning.. so he wasn't joking when he said he might collapse.. think he wasn't feeling good in the beginning of the day liao.. he disappeared after awhile, and we were left to do the catapult and design a coat of arms.. the job of designing was obviously left to zi rui, adm student.. we all thought we had the whole night to do both, and suddenly the instructor said "10min left". nearly died man.. the catapult was sorta settled, though towards the v last few min we started to go mad, esp zj.. i also can't rmbr wad we were laughing abt.. we were told to leave evthg in the MPH, but zi rui brought back the markers and cloth.. some girls stayed up to help out.. we wanted to finish it fast, coz we weren't supposed to bring it back yah.. and instructors do come to check if we really sleep after lights out.. 1st night LJ came at 12+, so we wanted to finish it by 12.. faced many probs, mainly coz we didnt have enough ink for our markers, not enough colours too.. coz we didnt bring back the whole box.. zx came over and zi rui just joked to him to ask him to steal it back frm the MPH.. he really went to get it.. he borrowed a black marker for us too.. rox lah haha.. we needed big black patches for the background, and v clever zi rui thought of using trashbag.. borrowed from buddy watch.. we didnt have glue, nor staple.. clever zi rui again used her plaster as scotch tape! v creative loh..
we managed to finish it at abt 12+.. actually the night before we had a pact with zj for him to tell us his story.. but by then we could only hear snoring frm the guys' rm.. didnt get to play anymore, nor listen to anymore stories.. disappointed yes, but dun blame them.. we're all tired..
day 4: last min catapult test and stuff.. we managed to get the 3rd prize haha.. even though we didnt even use camping sticks.. only used hula hoop, bungee cord, pvc pipes, straws, cotton twine etc.. later we had time to our own watch, shared our take-aways, had a part of the same twine.. listened to a song LJ shared on his laptop, which he said the instructors liked (he was completely fine already by then.. could run around and stuff.. can't even catch up with him).. but we weren't done! had one last activity.. for our watch it was the chasm.. the simplest compared to the rest.. its climbing somewhere up there and taking one big step across the empty space between 2 planks, eyes shut.. if u dun think abt the height, its easy.. after everyone's done, we had some time to ourselves again.. pei xian used the leftover straws to make a basket for LJ.. i made 2 stars.. she also made the letters L and J using the straws, attached my 2 stars to them and then attached the letters to the basket.. when we were seated in a circle, we were passing the basket around to zx, who was seated beside LJ, so he could put it behind him.. it was v obvious lah actually.. but he appreciated it.. so its good:) he asked us to write our names on the basket too.. we compiled a contact list and he helped us make photocopies.. we're actually meeting up tml for kbox.. i dunno how many ppl will turn up, but at least its an effort.. for this grp of ppl who didnt know anyone, but still helped one another out with everything from the very beginning.. we came from v different places, different backgrounds, guys being older than girls, overseas and local scholars alike.. its a special bond we shared.. and all of us know that.. we didnt have a chance to know each and everyone v well, but its a v memorable experience.. we had a paper passed around to write abt a good and bad pt of each person.. so i have my own paper with me now.. nostalgic lah.. that's the word..
tock seng's charter:
1. if u feel pressure, let it go. (came from zx, while we played a game called helium loop on the 1st day.. all of us formed a circle and used one finger to support a hula hoop at chest level.. with all our fingers in contact with the hoop at all times, we had to bring the hoop down to the floor.. damn tiring though it looked easy at first.. this line frm zx became a chant which helped us succeed after.. 1/2hr? LJ said we were the first watch he's seen who dared to do this with our eyes closed.. and he's been in obs for 5 yrs.. cool huh?)
2. play your heart out, but not literally (for safety sake)
3. 2 heads are better than 1, but 14 heads are best. (sounds weird grammatically, but we didnt bother)
It's something Mystical
Thursday, July 20, 2006
withers away @ 11:23 pm
i know i've disappeared for v long.. its time for a long update as well.. i've been busy man..
the eldds musical is finally over on the 8th.. my gosh.. we worked hard for it man..was involved in it almost everyday last wk after sch.. meet-up with soundmen, full-dress rehearsal, staying back after rehearsals to pack all the props and costumes, liasing with the dancers and their teacher.. there was so much running around between the hall, backstage, dance studio, staff room.. we had so much to do within a wk.. hoho.. but we pulled thru..
driving lesson 18 on the 5th: it was right after full dress rehearsal.. i was worn out by then.. coz of world cup.. but parallel parking is not too big a prob now..
8th was the funfair itself.. no time to eat, no time to take photos.. i screwed up once during the 1st concert.. but the 2nd one was fine.. alot went on backstage; damai and i were so nervous before the show.. but we did it.. cheng yeen shed tears of joy and hugged us.. took grp photo too.. so happy:)
after that i rushed home, changed into a red top and headed for the national stadium with mum for the ndp full dress rehearsal.. we had free tix coz my niece's involved in it.. it was a pretty good show.. no funpacks though.. no high end fireworks.. but at least now my mum understands the atmosphere that can be felt there..
during driving lesson 19 last mon: saw a sign by the roadside which said "serious accident".. uncle says its a learner's car.. i wouldn't be surprised if i get involved in one haha..
during the whole of last wk, which is my last wk at work, we were taking photos everyday.. took funny photos too.. like the one of wai leong haha.. he's cute.. blur kinda cute.. like sum.. haha..
had dinner out on my last 3 days with colleagues.. played floorball and badminton.. it was time of relaxation and nice talk.. lame jokes and laughs too on the last day.. we really didnt dare say we are teachers.. haha.. got presents frm them too.. my colleagues made my teaching days memorable and bearable.. kudos!
the v next day i went for obs.. it was kinda mixed feelings, esp when u dunno the ppl there.. at least when we went there in sec 3, we have already seen the same ppl in sch for 2 yrs+, even if we didnt know their names, u knew their faces.. but its like we've only seen the scholars once.. (u can skip the rest if u dun wanna read abt obs.. its long.. )
day 1: we didnt really know each other.. couldnt rmbr names.. coz only one has christian name.. rox.. there were 3 pei____ (inclu myself) and ppl were getting confused.. we were going to do the inverse tower when it started to rain.. so we did some indoor games.. which made us sweat as much.. we did our vertical challenge much later in the multi purpose hall.. it didnt look that difficult.. but it was.. we went in pairs, and for obvious reasons, a guy paired up with a gal.. i know if i didnt step on zhanjiang's shoulder i would never have got up there.. so apologetic to him coz his white shirt was soiled by my foot.. plus, i didnt step on it only once.. oops.. but zirui and weilin were good man.. they were the only gal-gal pair (we have 6 guys, 8 gals).. but they made it up there.. but of coz they were damn tired after that.. esp zirui who hoisted herself up by arm strength.. she's good..
day 2: sea ex.. still had probs with names.. but getting better.. this time we were in kayaks in pairs and were going to do cross-island, not like the last time when all of us in one watch went into an avon.. i was the gal-gal pair this time with lingwei.. nearly died.. i was at the back doing steer rudder almost all the time coz we were always thrown off course to the right.. steering requires strength and breaks the momentum.. that's why we were struggling.. when we stopped at an island for lunch, we decided to change partners if not we'll die.. tze hee was nice and its so so much easier to kayak with a guy.. i'm in front this time so he does the steering.. and we needed a lot of that when we went into a mangrove swamp during high tide.. river was meandering and we were aginast the river flow.. low lying branches everywhere.. even got caught in a fishing line also.. we also had to keep close and wait for everyone.. worst thing was we had to get off the kayak at one pt, carry it over a road and metal railing and put it back into the water on the other side.. the guys were doing the job again.. stayed there for pretty long and could do nothing.. needed alot of encouragement later too.. at one pt i was just kayaking with my eyes closed, trusting tze hee to do all the steering.. super tired.. had to haul everything up a slope to our campsite too.. backpacks.. backpacks of some guys of other watches were damn heavy.. zirui and i cant even hold it up properly.. let alone pass it in a human chain.. in the end coz we were late, we didnt get to go for the quarry dip.. so we had no water to clean ourselves with.. rox.. guys in our watch are so nice.. they built our shelters, cooked the food, basically anything and everything.. they were also the ones who sorted out the rations and got evthg from the store.. well i was absolutely filthy, but i was happy to change into nice clean and dry clothes and shoes.. had a powder bath.. good enough.. dinner was good.. plus extra can food frm zhixian too haha.. this guy's our official photographer man.. can take photos even on the kayak.. LJ (our instructor) showed us the diff star signs with his powerful torch.. when we were supposed to go to sleep, a grp of us just laid our extra groundsheet out and sat there to talk.. played a game called ouch orbi orbi which involved hitting the ppl next to u.. super shiok haha.. coz liangwei, zhanjiang, zirui and peijia were hitting each other.. the rest of us were just sitting there laughing and joining in the fun without having to feel the pain.. we were sabo-ing each other so it was v fun.. played a little of truth or truth (since doing dares in the middle of the night on an island might prove to be dangerous).. den it was left to lw, zj, zr, pj, wl and i.. we lay down on the groundsheet and talked.. ppl shared their more private stuff.. it was really nice.. slept at 1+ though lights out was 11.. hehe.. by this time i knew that i enjoyed this obs better than my last, and i know there are more to come..
will continue abt obs another day.. its late.. haha..
It's something Mystical
Monday, July 10, 2006
withers away @ 8:57 am
i wish i didn't do that much wrong in the past. karma comes in torrents and drowns u..jia zhuang duo hao wo xiang yaozhi xiang yao zai yong you yi miaoqu xiang xin ni de yong baoyi zhi hui rang wo yi kaoji xu deng daixin gan qing yuan bu xiang taojia zhuang duo haoyi ran shi yi ran shi ai mei de tong diaoyi ge ren wu li qu naoliang ren shi jie de jian aowo bei zi ji kun zaizi ji she xia de quan taojia zhuang by jolin
It's something Mystical
Sunday, July 02, 2006
withers away @ 3:32 pm
england was disappointing.
england without beckham. england without owen. england without rooney. when it got to this stage, i knew they were quite dead already.. beckham's despair was clearly shown on his face.. it wasnt an easy match but they did have their chances. but wasted them as well.. esp the corner lampard missed.. he was completely unmarked yet he missed the goal.. wad the..
it wasn't great news for england when it got to the penalty shoot-out.. commenter said they never won in a penalty shoot-out in the world cup.. well well.. i could distinctively hear shouts from outside the window with each penalty kick missed..
england lost ultimately, and it wasn't a surprise.. but wad i heard on the radio early in the morning was. brazil lost to france! oh gosh.. i half-hate myself for not being able to wake up to watch the match to see wad went wrong.. well well..